I am not your baby 😒

I hate when I like a guy .

Sooo there’s this guy I kind of like. Like, I was really rooting for him. He’s not a fan, not someone I’m tolerating. I was actually looking forward to something with him 🤭 texting, seeing him again, giving him a little energy. And if you know me, you know that’s rare.

So I told him, “I can’t wait to see you.”

It was my little way of being open, showing I was into him. I don’t say stuff like that often and when I do, I mean it.

You know what he hit me with?

“Have a good day luv.”

…That was it.

No excitement. No follow-up. Not even a damn emoji.

I didn’t even respond. Because what was I supposed to say to that?

So a few days later, he randomly texts me: “Baby.”

Out of nowhere. No context. No “Hey.” Just “Baby.”

I responded. I said hi.

And guess what?

Nothing. Again.

And I know it’s not that deep. I know I’m not supposed to care.

But my feelings? Lowkey hurt.

Not because I’m desperate. Not because I need him. But because I liked him and I never like anybody 😫 like the nerve!!!!!!!!!!!

And the dumbest part?

I’m saying all this while I’m literally on my way to Greece with another man 😅

So now I’m just sitting here like… what is wrong with me?

How did I get my feelings hurt by someone who won’t even follow through on a text while packing outfits for a luxury vacation with a whole different man?

I know I be doing the most, judge your mother.

I’m not chasing. I’m not begging. And I’m not decoding mixed signals. If you like me, show me. If not, cool 😎 I’m not your baby.